• message in a bottle

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    I’ve had a strange couple of weeks. Very strange. Although, for my life, they are pretty par for the course;…

  • Wake up to something good

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    Dear friends,

    I have become lost in my head. The past two months have been mad games of mini-mental olympics. My…

  • Believe

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    I’ve not written here much lately and that has to do with the simple fact that there are too many words. …

  • I’m ok, thank you

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    I keep losing myself in you. In the mass of you, I lose myself. It feels as though hundreds of…

  • The Darkness and the Light

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    Cue it up, listen now as you read.

    I’m kind of battling with two different things right now, and trying to find the…

  • Kiss that frog

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    (I advise clicking the play button on the first video at this point. It makes for nice background music. Oooh. …

  • Catharsis

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    Wikipedia (which is the known trusted source of human knowledge or something close to it) has this introduction for their entry on…

  • Remember

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    At 4pm this afternoon, we will be burying Alec.

    I would ask for one thing from those of you who can’t attend the…

  • Love

    This post originally appeared on my previous site, ipanemic.com

    Everyone,

    This post is going to be somewhat short and I have soooooo much to say, but I need to get a message…

  • Visitation and funeral service

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    I want to say thank you en masse for all of your love. To all of the many friends who have…